THIS IS MY EATING DISORDER/SELF HARM BLOG. My personal blog is:
http://www.tostealthesunfromthesky.tumblr.com
My nickname is 'Kei'. I'm just a seventeen year old female who suffers from bulimia with anorexic tendencies and self injury. My favorite bands are System Of A Down, Alice In Chains, Alter Bridge, Shinedown, Avenged Sevenfold, X JAPAN, Murderdolls, the GazettE, and D'espairsRay. I almost literally live on Diet Coke.
Height: 5'8.5"
HW: 210lb
CW: 175lbs
GW1: 160lbs
GW2: 140lbs
GW3: 120lbs
UGW: 110lbs...or 100.
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
you know, I never go on this account anymore…it’s old, I hate it, I like my new account.
But good. Unfollow me if you want. If I trigger you in some way, then don’t follow me. Triggering people is NOT what I want to do.
I should love my body more? Yeah, I should. But I don’t. I hate my body and everything about myself. It’s not that easy, as you probably know, as you used to be anorexic.
And it’s BULIMIA. It isn’t that damn hard to spell.
Do you think I actually ENJOY doing this to myself? I hate this. This isn’t fun. I hate living like this. I’m not some fucking preppy teen wanting to lose five pounds for prom. This isn’t a diet. This isn’t something that anyone should EVER want.
If you knew anything about me, you’d know that on my new account, I make a point to try to show people just how MISERABLE living like this is.
I do strive to be underweight. It’s called I have an eating disorder. Unless I am extremely skinny, I’m worthless. I’m fat. I’m ugly. I’m disgusting. I’m a waste of space.
Bad example for others…yes, because I just ~LOVE~ living like this. This is ~OHSOMUCHFUN~ and I ~*LoVeGoDdEsSaNa*~ I make a point to show just how much I hate this on my new account.
I am curious and I check this tumblr for the first time this year, and I come across this. I am thoroughly pissed off.
Asked by cantwaittobe48 cantwaittobe48
huh, I guess I haven’t activated it yet. Oops.
As for how I’m doing…honestly, worse than ever.
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
Fuck you. Goddamn spammer. Jesus Christ… >.<
Asked by cantwaittobe48 cantwaittobe48
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I’m sorry you had marital problems…but I’m happy it’s sorted out :)
How am I doing…eh. =\
Asked by cantwaittobe48 cantwaittobe48
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I’m sorry you had marital problems…but I’m happy it’s sorted out :)
How am I doing…eh. =\
Asked by Anonymous Anonymous
Fuck you. Goddamn spammer. Jesus Christ… >.<
NIGHTNIGHT by DEDDY